my 25th birthday came and went. mostly i worked and then my boyfriend took me out for dinner. i am not a birthday person, i don't like the attention, but it is a little depressing not to get a single card. whatever.
the bigger problem is this depression that is setteling over me...thick and heavy, sour. i know i need to do something about it but its hard to do anything when i just feel like i am constantly treading water and only barley keeping from going under.
all the time i feel lonely. and i am just tierd of this. i feel like i don't want to waste another minute of my life being depressed. but i don't know how to get control of it.
i want it to be different.